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# My Experiences of Christ's Healing and Holy Signs

## PREFACE2

Though I am a weak and deficient servant and am neither righteous nor outstanding, the fact that God used me is a great blessing, and I truly thank God for this. I bless and pray for those who read this book to obtain the boldness of faith.

This kind of power does not testify to any human’s righteousness, but to the fact that God used as His instrument an unrighteous person who lives by faith with a pure heart. I believe God’s righteousness can work only through Christ.

What the Lord requires from us is faith. Without faith, we cannot please God. The reason many people cannot experience His great power through Christ is because they doubt. Doubt leads to enmity with God and to a denial of His glory and power (these were fully entrusted in Jesus). We can never receive God’s power by worldly fame or authority. Only those who are humble and give up their possessions, like Zacchaeus, can become powerful servants of the Lord. I have no doubt about this.

I have endured much persecution and hardship because of Christ’s healing and holy signs. But how can I deny that God uses me and that Jesus called me as His servant? If Christians believe the Lord and know His word, they will not doubt that His word works in us, for He ‘gives life to the dead and calls into being things that were not’. I would rather be equipped with God’s power all my life and endure persecution and suffering, as I consider it a greater glory than be powerless and live comfortably in this world.

The Lord is humble. He had no form or beauty, and He was like a tender plant and a silent sheep before its shearers. But limitless power was shown from Him. Therefore, I have no doubt that if we submit ourselves in humility like Him, Christ’s healing and holy signs will appear the same way.

I am so blessed to know the Lord, and it is solely by His grace and the work of the Holy Spirit. I publish this book with the desire that everyone become a member of His body, receive His grace, and be blessed. I strongly recommend this book to those who have not experienced the Living One due to their conceptual faith, and ask them to rely on God the living Father, Jesus Christ, and the work of the Holy Spirit. Who can stop the witnesses to Christ? What can death and threats do to those who dedicated their lives to Him?

O Lord! Your promises have not changed. You redeemed us by shedding blood and dying on the cross two thousand years ago. You were raised from the dead, and sat at God’s right hand. Continue to show Yourself! I will give my life to be Your witness because I know You, I know the Lord, and I am led by the Holy Spirit. May those who read this book have better faith, and experience God’s love and miracles with even greater power. Amen.

February, 1989

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## PREFACE 1

This book is my autobiography, my truth, my confession, and my testimony of faith. God’s grace and love have been abundant during my thirty years of Christian life. How would I dare spare my life for Him since He called me and used me despite all my weaknesses and sins?

Is not God living and keeping His promises today, just as He did to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob thousands of years ago? I cannot count the number of times I disobeyed Him even though I professed to believe Him. But hasn’t He always kept open the door of repentance and bestowed mercy so that I can enter anytime, anywhere? The Lord is my King, and God is my good Father.

There is nothing exaggerated in this book. Rather, there is a lack of emotional expression. If I had good writing skills, readers could have been as moved as I was and shared my impressions. But it is a pity that I cannot express one-tenth of what I wish everyone to experience. I did not write to show myself off, but out of gratitude to the Lord.

I want to tell my descendants through this book how much God blessed our family and how He used me. It will remind them of the great grace of the Lord for the next thousand generations and make them wish that there be no unbelievers among them.

I sincerely hope that nobody doubts the veracity of the contents of this book. I am absolutely convinced that if people know about the actuality of these signs and kneel down before the Lord, the same promised powers of grace will be revealed to them. In other words, this book is an instrument for those who want to have a better faith.

The entirety of these contents is my testimony. I am grateful that I can live daily by faith. I also give thanks to my coworkers and to all members of Sungrak Church.

What I pray for everyday is: “Let me heal ten million sick people in my lifetime,” and, “Grant wisdom, power, and knowledge to my faith.” My lifetime mission is to pastor, preach the gospel, cast out demons, and heal the sick.

This is what the Lord wants. He wants to give everybody His power, even more to those who ask for it, and to the obedient ones. I believe in what I pray for, and I believe in their answers as well. I firmly intend to use to the fullest extent the power that God has poured into my spirit, and so I am doing this work.

I have prayed for my coworkers to experience the same power, and the same power and signs were shown to them. I congratulate them and keep praying for it.

This book is divided into two parts. Part Ⅰ is my autobiography, my testimony, the record of my faith experiences. Part Ⅱ is the chronological compilation of sermons preached during my healing crusades. I have no doubt that anyone who believes and obeys according to my book will experience the same power and signs.

Some people in the stories asked for anonymity, as Korean tradition requires. Besides, due to my carelessness, I lost some pictures that could have been used to further confirm my experiences in Jesus Christ. I did not include pictures of some of my past coworkers as they did not allow it.

I dedicate this book to my wife who devoted her life to my pastoral ministry, and to all members of Sungrak Church. I close the foreword in the hope that you all become powerful.

November 11, 1988\
Ki-Dong Kim